Every time I make up my mind
You seem to get back inside
Make all justified I want you dead or alive
It's easier to love you the hard way Tthe hard way)
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way )
I Can't believe I'm dealing with this nonsense
So many regrets weighing on my conscience
When we first met we thought we'd only be friends
Who would've thought that we'd be jumping off the deep in -
I was seeing things move into another phase-
You came to visit end up staying for a couple days -
Should've seen them that you had some crazy ways -
A month later you was saying we should get engaged -
Whoa whoa I'm like slow down lady -
We just met so that ain't about to go down baby -
Now I'm wondering what everyday is gone bring -
I'm getting evil looks every time my phone ring-
In reality I knew the fault was mine -
Should've thought about this before we crossed the line -
Made you mine and I remember the day in fact -
You told me you love me -and I said it back -
Every time I make up my mind
You seem to get back inside
Make all justified I want you dead or alive
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way)
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way )
More arguments than I could really stand -
Let's both admit that this ain't really going we planned -
I think it's best if you just go and find another man -
No love lost go and be as happy as you can -
I guess you really didn't like that -
Screaming and yelling at me but I didn't fight back -
Became a war zone like it is in Iraq -
I'm walking out the door as I'm tipping my cap -
Peace Way too much drama for me to deal with -
I'm trying to be all diplomatic and you still trip -
Now you leaving crazy messages all on my phone -
On my block late night driving by my home -
Next time I seen you was saying that you calmed down -
You didn't mean it how you was ready to talk now -
But you were saying things that didn't make sense to me -
You said you thought that you and I were truly meant to be -
Every time I make up my mind
You seem to get back inside
Make all justified I want you dead or alive
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way)
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way )
Late night coming home tired from my job -
My door open I'm thinking maybe I've gotten robbed -
Run through door trying to figure out what's missing -
Then I heard these strange noises coming from the kitchen -
Seen you standing there cooking on my stove -
Then I'm like hold up what the hell is going on -
You smiled at me as if nothing was ever wrong -
Like You made it here early baby welcome home -
Sort of like a thin line between love of hate -
But I was tired really wasn't in the mood to play -
I thought we said we was going our separate ways -
But scratch that and how the hell you get in my place -
Well if you wanna know then it was one of those
Weekends -
I went and made a copy of your key while you was sleeping -
Stop trippping boy you know that I'm a keeper -
And I can't have you nobody else's will neither -
Every time I make up my mind
You seem to get back inside
Make all justified I want you dead or alive
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way)
It's easier to love you the hard way (The hard way )