My Guilt

It's a kind of loneliness I haven't felt before

I'm a little helpless, a little insecure

They told me I would find my way

Why do I believe the promises they make?

And it's been just me for a while now

Though I wish I wasn't used to it somehow

And if they asked me if I was okay

I'm sure I know what I would say

Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago

They all think I've found it but it's really just for show

Cause I've been pretending so long

And now they've all got me wrong

To tell the world about it

Might erase all that I've built

So I resign to live with my guilt

I don't want to go to that place again

But when there's nowhere else to go, what then?

It's a cycle that I've tried to break

But I'm still in the hurricane of my mistakes

Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago

They all think I've found it but it's really just for show

Cause I've been pretending so long

And now they've all got me wrong

To tell the world about it

Might erase all that I've built

So I resign to live with my guilt

And I'm sorry you found out this way

And cause I've been so honest that's the price that I've paid

For fooling those I've loved so long

Into thinking that I could be so strong

Cause I've been pretending for so long

And now they've all got me wrong

To tell the world about it

Might erase all that I've built

So I resign to live

To live

With my guilt