Pouring rain drips down my soul
Standing outside cause momma aint home
Daddy’s away but he’s up for parole
Where do I go where do I go
I’m so lost I’m so lost I’m so lost
Where do I go
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
Where do I go
First tome I seen cocaine when I was 8
bust in my mommas doir she’s knocking things all on her floor tried hiding the plate
Some people blame god but I believe it was fate
Survival of the fittest and I’m as fit as they make
My whole childhood Was filled with some trauma
It was either s prescription or cheap Tequila I’m surrounded by bottles
on a road that I don’t wanna follow
Science says good chances cause of genetics Ill inherit their problems
My mothers been out with her friends
She got paid Thursday so it’s a weekend binge
I learned She returns once the good times end
Flat broke and full of sin ready to blame me again
Pouring rain drips down my soul
Standing outside cause momma aint home
Daddy’s away but he’s up for parole
Where do I go where do I go
I’m so lost I’m so lost I’m so lost
Where do I go
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
Where do I go
my daddy passing out while he’s driving
I’m waking him up at every red light in fear of us dying
Wipes the drool from his face and droopy eyes and swears that he’s just resting his eyes
Can’t count how many times
We’ve been on 65 swervin through lines
Scared so bad on dixie highway to the point that I’m crying
Nothing from my early life has been formal
Growing up was far from normal
My daddy went to prison and my momma stayed missing
If their all the same around me how my posed to be different
getting high Was the message to me
If this
Is all I know what they expect me to be
Pouring rain drips down my soul
Standing outside cause momma aint home
Daddy’s away but he’s up for parole
Where do I go where do I go
I’m so lost I’m so lost I’m so lost
Where do I go
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
Where do I go