I should be dead by now
I should be gone by now
Every breath I take weighs like an anvil
On my chest
Nowhere to hide from this
Seductive call of the abyss
Whispering in my ear
"You will know peace", it lied
All I know is fear
So I
I'm living on Borrowed Time
Despite all reason and rhyme
I listened
To that somber
Gospel of the grave
I'm living on Borrowed Time
As I hung from the end of that
Line, I learned
It was no gospel at all
I should feel shame by now
I should feel remorse by now
But all I can feel is a silence
I can't fill
Hopeless and miserable
I tried to end it all
But the pit wouldn't have me
It spat me right out
Anchoring that one shred of doubt
So I
I'm living on Borrowed Time
Despite all reason and rhyme
I listened
To that somber
Gospel of the grave
I'm living on Borrowed Time
As I hung from the end of that
Line, I learned
It was no gospel at all
I should be worried
I could have died
But some part of me is
Glad that I tried
My perspective has seen
A reformation
'Cause as I hung from the
End of that line
I realized it wasn't my
Time
I want to
Stay alive
I
I'm living on Borrowed Time
Despite all reason and rhyme
I listened
To that somber
Gospel of the grave
Living on Borrowed Time
As I hung from the end of that
Line, I learned
It was no gospel at all