Lyrics
I'm nicely asking you to not fuck with my head
Fantasy running every inch of this land
Can't see any end, many look grey
But always gotta move I can't hang in my bed
Toxic means to an end
Better yet, nuke every contact I had
Spent a lotta years tryna sift through the past
Finding everything worth keeping and I'm throwing out the rest
And that's a ratio of one to a billion and then some
Most explanations were only "cause I said so"
Paper makes ideas sing like falsetto
And every day I got to see in practice and effect: No
I feel like I can't help myself
It felt like I was sunken down
It felt like I was on the outside looking in
It felt like parasitic friends
It felt like clouds around my head
It felt like I was on the outside looking in
(Paradoxes, sages)
Don't say what you don't mean to my face
You promised me keys to heaven
Those illusions gave me questions
(Paradoxes, sages)
Don't tremble over solitude
I gave you what I promised you
Just leave me be we'll call it truce
Hits, hits, hits like an instrument
When it hits, hits, hits like the drum in the band
Everything dries up and dies in the sand
When I stand in your house it's like no man's land
Oh that's no way to go
And I've been gone for so long that I had to read the roads
Til your time is up I will stand in awe
How you stand ajar and pretend you're closed
I feel like I can't help myself
It felt like I was sunken down
It felt like I was on the outside looking in
It felt like parasitic friends
It felt like clouds around my head
It felt like I was on the outside looking in
(Paradoxes, sages)
Don't say what you don't mean to my face
You promised me keys to heaven
Those illusions gave me questions
(Paradoxes, sages)
Don't tremble over solitude
I gave you what I promised you
Just leave me be we'll call it truce
Nickolas Davis
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