Lyrics
I never try for real, I fear failure
I'd rather die at sea than navigate it
I'd rather hide from people, feels safer
I'd rather shy from dreams, I need paper
I'd rather ride the beat in secret, seek to seize fits of glory no Seacrest
Crest of a wave, I crash into the deep end
When i feel a gush of pain, i gotta speak it (Talk your shit)
Keep running, little Freddy keep running
Like a keeper I hold back shots, they keep drumming in my head
A symphony of unsaid, they sent for me, they want rest
Now just regret, fight back a bit
Fight that resistance when I take risks
Life's a snake pit, sometimes I'm the mouse
It's all my head, they're keeping me down, fuck
Scared of myself so I stay on the side of peace (The side of peace)
Chalk it up to my insecurity
Is it all in my head? All in my head, all in my head
Days and nights started looking the same to me (The same to me)
I don't feel right and that's not a strange thing
Is it all in my head? All in my head, all in my head
If it's all in my head, let me tell you how I feel
Calm when they tread through the meadows and the fields
Palms in the bread while the devil's in the meal
Long live the dead for the message it reveal cause
I've been looking for my whole life
Anything that'll make me make me alright
I've been trying to kill the pain in me all night
Till I sleep, see the reaper dressed in all white
Two sides like I'm Bruce Wayne, two minds tell me who's sane
Lose mind like it's loose change
You'll find that the truth swings
Two strides from where noose hangs
Cause it proves plain
Do my own thing but voice in my head
Leaves me no choice, cause that voice want me dead
Looking in my soul, hoping that I rearrange
Cause that'll be the day that I'll never be the same
Scared of myself so I stay on the side of peace (The side of peace)
Chalk it up to my insecurity
Is it all in my head? All in my head, All in my head
Days and nights started looking the same to me (The same to me)
I don't feel right and that's not a strange thing
Is it all in my head? All in my head, All in my head
Lie down but I don't sleep, all alone and I can't breathe
Can't be myself nah I can't see clearly, antsy, stressed head is all heat
Head is on fire, head is on fire, 4 in the morning, I'm not even tired
Hallucinations, they keep me inspired, time is a weapon, the trigger is wired
Time yeah I lost enough.. Take my sadness and box it up
My mind playing games, I might think too much
I might drink too much, I might sink too much
Can't float under weight of the things I crushed
Of the ones we lost
Of the ones we lost touch with, I get it wrong sometimes
I write a song let it cry for me... I turn a page, let it die for me
Christian Detchou, Osama Ali
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