I cannot stand the smell of my room anymore
You ever notice no one smiles when they're bored
You ever notice we don't ask why we were born
I never ask cause I'm the most highly informed
I never ask cause I will likely be ignored
Me in the past has been better than me before
People pull me from what I am moving toward
They don't remember that nothing is an award
I cannot stand my own reflection anymore
You ever tried to hurt yourself cause you were bored
You ever hurt yourself because you wanted more
I never hurt myself cause I'm already torn
I never heard myself when I said I was worn
I never planned to be a flower in a storm
I never thought that thinking lesser was the norm
I never chose the persona that I perform