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I don't know why but I just haven't been able to get over you
Even though it's been over a year since I thought I had any chance at all with you
There have been a few moments where I thought I was over you
And maybe liked other people
But the more I thought about it the more I realized
That although my feelings towards them were real
They couldn't compare to what I felt towards you
Cause I like you more than I've ever liked anyone in my life
At one point I tried to talk to you and hang around you less
Just because I thought it would make it easier for me to get over you
But in the end that didn't work
It just made me feel more awkward when I'm around you now
Then there are all the messages that I've sent
Which, in hindsight, probably just made you uncomfortable
But at the time I thought it would be better to just to try to tell you the whole truth.
I guess that's still what I'm trying to do now
But I just don't know what else to do at this point
So I guess you could say that this is kind of a last resort
To try to get things back to how they were
Even though I know that won't happen.
So yeah I-I don't know why I decided to send you this
Knowing you'll probably just think it's creepy
But I did for some reason
So that's why I always act kind more stupid and awkward than normal when I'm around you.
Nicholas Caruso
O/B/O DistroKid