I fuss and I fight
With my dreams every night
And I'm losing my mind
There's no ending in sight
And each piece of this puzzle don't fit to its size
So my eyes are as lost as the first day I tried
Yeah I tried but I failed so I lost so I hide
In my room where I write or record when I vibe
But it's fine cus I'm taking directions from signs
Before I'd ignore them, lost out cus of pride and now
I'm feeling good about myself it doesn't happen often
It takes a while before a tree can grow and start to blossom
Iv been looking through a clearer lens now can't you tell
I'll share the lens it's always best to distribute your wealth
And please focus on health once it's gone then it's over
By health I mean mental the one you must soldier
Cus Nothings worth the safety that you have inside your head
It's the only thing that's really yours from now until your dead
It can't be said that I ain't really who I say I am
My mouth gets me in trouble constantly it drives me crazy
And the truth is all I'm ever tryna do is keep it real
Why would I talk about a millions things I'll never see or feel
I'm from a humble home working hard since young
And I owe it to my parents for the person iv become
Yeah I had a couple times where I was somewhere that I shouldn't
I never crossed a line it's like I froze and I couldn't
Yeah times I hurt them bad but I was young and a fool
Tryna fit in with the older lot each day after school
I just wanted to be old before my time now I'm past 25
And thinking how I used to act sends shivers down my spine
I'm just grateful that I grew up
Thank the Lord I didn't screw up
I just took the Leap like Dua
Pray it's pays to bring my crew up
I got soul I didn't know about, the one you hear today
This my private place my hiding space where I intend to stay
And if I should die before I wake, before they take my soul away
I hope that you press play on all that I've released until that day
Cus I'm just tryna give you all of me
So stick around until the final curtain call
And then applaud for me
And then applaud for me
Then applaud for me
Yeah
I'll be fine