歌詞
My moms ain't pushing me out, I crawled out
Since my birth, I've been defiant
Cause living's worse than dying
Wasted all these tears and these years
But this shit ain't worth the trying
Just isn't worth the crying
Them motherfuckers told me time is money
Way I spent it, no re-up, ain't worth the buy in
Cause living's worse than dying
Still stuck inside that dark place
It's so hard to remain vibrant
Gots to remain silent
I just remain
My sadness morphed to madness
Passion morphed to anger
Between me and you, I don't know who's in greater danger
Let's trade places, been making bands, no Diddy
Yo relax, I've been ready to die, it's no Biggie
Drowning in the deep end
Heard sermons from the deacon
Tell the Lord your troubles, don't worry
I'll see him in person soon, we'll speak then
Sick of bullshit like I'm a windy city matador
Surprised I've had these thoughts
Be more surprised how long I've had them for
Use this as a lesson, kids should learn about Snick
Yeah he was shining, but the brightest stars burn out quick
But don't cry because it's over
Smile cause it happened
They call it rest in peace cause there's no worries when you're napping
Stress has got me turning gray
Never got my turn to play
Think that it's my turn today
Hope this world will turn to fray
Wait at heaven's gates, I'm popping off when I get turned away
Heater to St. Peter like motherfucker, your turn to pray
My moms ain't push me out, I crawled out
Since my birth I've been defiant
Cause living's worse than dying (this living's worse than dying)
Wasted all these tears in these years
But this shit ain't worth the trying
Just isn't worth the crying
Them motherfuckers told me time is money
Way I spent it, no re-up, ain't worth the buy in
Cause living's worse than dying (cause living's worse than dying)
Still stuck inside that dark place
It's so hard to remain vibrant
God still remains silent
And I just remain
Mindless ,selling heretics a sentimental bluff
DEADPAN, no white bitch, no expression on his mug
Millennia since his civility and reverence was fucked
Hearing diamond encrusted Bible thumpers telling us it's rough
Minor gestures up above
Suggesting that pressure is enough
Fuck this, I grew up with nothing
But the breath inside my lungs
Shrugged it is what it is
But never questioned what it was
Then accepted it and said
I'll just be ready when it comes
My moms ain't push me out, I crawled out (life's a bitch and then you die, muthafucka)
Since my birth I've been defiant
Cause living's worse than dying (life's a bitch, oh she a sly muthafucka)
Wasted all these tears and these years (life's a bitch and then you die, muthafucka)
But this shit ain't worth the trying
Just isn't worth the crying (life's a bitch, oh she a sly muthafucka)
You motherfuckers told me time is money
Way I spent it, no re-up, ain't worth the buy in
Cause living's worse than dying (cause living's worse than dying)
Still stuck inside that dark place
It's so hard to remain vibrant
God still remains silent
And I just remain
Darnell Brown, Jake Diaz
O/B/O DistroKid