I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost
I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost
Little bit of panic inside of my manic head
Managing barely a thread feel like a mannequin cuz i feel nothing again
Got a pen and a pad as an advocate
It's my Zen but I'm as mad as a ravenous animal who just ate but needs a feast again
I feel the fear wrap its hands on my neck
A tight grip reminds me I'm next
I feel like I'm suffering from my traumas effects
I know that this can not be the end
Fight or flight I feel my body protect
Myself from things I obsessed that made me upset
But here I am pacing counting my steps
While i fidget with my fingers
Back and forth with intent
The snakes start to sing
The snakes start to sing
The snakes start to sing
I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost
I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost
But I feel I'm so close to drowning
And I know the pressure is mounting
Cause I feel the stress all around me
The weight of the world is surrounding
Been searching for something to ground me
But there ain't nothing that I'm finding
I guess ill just dig a little deeper in my soul so I can find something
I really wanna say that I'm okay
But you'll look at me like I'm insane
Either way at this rate can't complain
People think cliché I think dismay
Balance bad habits feel like Alice chasing rabbits
Wear self malice like a jacket heart so cold mistake it for blackness
Really it's results of a famine in my soul from backstabs and panic
I want a blank canvas
Away from this madness while I still can
Hear the snakes start to sing
The snakes start to sing
The snakes start to sing
I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost
I see the devils in disguise, who wanna watch me fall
The ones who put me below them so they can watch me crawl
Why does part of me feel like what their saying is not wrong
I just wish I could make myself believe that I'm not lost