Here I'm sitting
With this pain in my chest
And a glass full of regret
Thanks to all of the choices I've been making
You left
And I learned that
I'm my own nightmare
Destroy everything that I see
Everything that means anything to me
Can't help it
No matter how hard I try
It's what I'm used to
Habits are hard to kill
We both know
When I think about it
It does hurt
Letting go is the worst part
Cuz I know you'll never look at me the same
All the roads led to nowhere
Story was over before I wrote it
I didn't even know what I wanted
But I knew I wasn't ever gonna change for you
For you
You were patient
You were kind
You were different
You brought into the room
The light I was missing
But I didn't want to see it
I'd rather stay in the dark
Enjoy my own company
Revel in my solitude
Than try to figure out a life with you
When I think about it
It does hurt
Letting go is the worst part
Cuz I know you'll never look at me the same
All the roads led to nowhere
Story was over before I wrote it
I didn't even know what I wanted
But I knew I wasn't ever gonna change for you
For you