Låttexter
I’m enclosed by every single doubt
Frustration tween these corners
Everything keeps goin south
Ladder full of help only use it to peek out
Close mouths don’t get fed
hope someone here’s my shout
The truth is
I’m screamin from inside
givin my pride to ego
I try to find a space for it
but every time we go
In a spiral
Down a never ending
Re-Openin my wounds to feel again instead of mending
Is this insanity
I plead the 5th to my reflections
Drainin from attachments n call’n them
connections
As trauma clouded mental space don’t seem to wanna exit
My mind reigns realities I try to make separate
But I’ve heard
Growth takes time, times an illusion
Why was I placed here
Tween and confusion
In this institution chosen for me
I ain’t choose it going through it
Prayin i don’t ever lose it
Somebody please describe this word love
Cus now I know the difference
Between family and blood
Webster’s dictionary I can’t seem to find
Trust
As I mine for our relationship our relationship can’t find the S in us
Your focus was U
I always seen yo true colors
Ask self should I forgive you tainted
Motherfuckers
Or better yet
What’s forgiveness if we don’t go back to the same
Way it was before it happened how I feel will never change
I heard memory was pain I placed it neatly in my baggage
As I tried to catch control I found myself in air traffic
Lungs fillin up with madness
Mental losin all compassion
Now I see how Arthur Flecks story happened
Aris Hursey
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