When I lose my sense I become common, just like the rest. I never meant
I'm less of the man I thought I'd be and it's okay to admit it
It's called shame, I'm to blame
For every time the monster came back to life
Said some things can't be sure if I meant them, I must confess
What a fucking mess
I can't change the way you see me now
Bet you had your doubts, it's so much easier now
I swam too far, drowned myself, blacked out on the pavement, my words need help
I'm surprised you forgave me at all
It's a problem that still needs help, when one times too many but ones not enough
I hope you can drag me out