Seems I'm on my way
Not sure I had a choice
Grabbed my suitcase packed by strangers, who left out my voice
You shouldn't jump from a movin' train
(Just) enjoy the ride slowly go insane
Cuz' these tracks won't lead you back
Here drink this Koolaid champagne
Dreams were forming, lives restoring - none of them my own
Standing at the edge of the crowd
I was laughing but I couldn't make a sound
Sometimes crying but no tears hit the ground and still I followed you
Expecting me to understand something that hasn't been said
Feeding the fallacy and your identity politics
Oh, I'm at the edge of the crowd
I might not always follow my heart so well
Chased a reckless recommendation now these scars do tell
I'm glad that we decided that we probably should
Learn to love each other and wonder what kind of god could
Damn some folks to hell sayin' sorry, you're too misunderstood
Nations we're storming, creation groaning - neither is for you
Standing at the edge of the crowd
I was laughing but I couldn't make a sound
Sometimes crying but no tears hit the ground and still I followed you
Expecting me to understand something that hasn't been said
Guess I'm not as self-sufficient as I'd like to have been
Oh, I'm at the edge of the crowd