4AM and I ain't been to sleep
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling got me feeling
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
Had me thinking it was just me
But then again I never really been that lucky
I get the feeling everybody wants to fuck me
And ain't a mother fucking soul that really trusts me
Must be something I did in a past life
No I ain't really been living nothing but bad times
I get up into my feelings, and writing sad rhymes
Just to keep my mind off of taking my damn life
I told you I'm dealing with problems
Ain't nobody about to help me come solve them
Up every night steady turning and tossing
Pain on my brain so I deal with this often
I'm getting lost in
All these emotions I've been withholding
Swear to God shit got me losing my focus
This is my therapy, that's why I wrote this
Hold it
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek
Misery just loves my company
That's why they fuck with me, then duck from me
And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
I'm feeling mixed up
I don't give a fuck, and at the same time I'm still caring too much
Anxiety got my heart feeling a rush
Insomnia keep my head stuck in a run
I never know what
I should do to make a move
I get up on the mic and spit my truth
Everything I'm feeling, what I'm going through
Or should I just try to relate to you
And speak on the way I pretend I'm okay
So hopefully nobody lock me away
See the look on they faces, they think that I'm cray
But this be the shit that I feel every day
Losing the ones that I love, and it's strange
Spend all of my time in a state of decay
This life is the game that I don't want to play
All up in my feelings don't want to explain
Hey
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key
Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek
Misery just loves my company
That's why they fuck with me, then duck from me
And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company
4AM and I ain't been to sleep
Misery just loves my company