I used to think I'm starting to strive
But now I'm just sitting here pondering why
I just can't seem to push past
The thought of trying again
I seem to relapse
It's all a mess in the end
I stare at myself thinking again
Through reflections I melt into my past self again
I just wish he would know that
I just want the best for him
Trying to push past
I thought of him as a friend
I thought by now
We would fight for this together
Someday, somehow
We can work out for the better
With you, I'll relapse in my mind
I just can't leave you all behind
Figure it out
We can change for forever
Back to my self reflection
Realizing the problem is somewhere within
You know we need to step back
And work out our differences
Never gonna look back
I just can't relapse again
Goals in mind we take our first stride
You know I can't move without you by my side
Just as I can see my dream
I fall apart at the seam
I hold myself back
And then I relapse again
I thought by now
We would fight for this together
Someday, somehow
We can work out for the better
With you, I'll relapse in my mind
I just can't leave you all behind
Figure it out
We can change for forever