Lyrics
What's this supposed to be
Trying to move in close to what it's supposed to be
I've been moving further from our memory
This is going to last forever how it's supposed to be
Not what it used to be
No I can't go back been too tapped in
How you expect to move the needle without action
Had the itch for something real I've been scratching
Lately everything that I touch it turn to magic
But it was never like that in the past
Little kid always skipping class
Always different from the others tried to hide it with a mask
Until I realized my potential had to face myself to last and now
This the martyr flow if I'm being honest
Sending shots my way cause I never start shit
When you lead by example become a target
They don't like to see no one different become the hottest
Cause what I do it just doesn't fit the image right
Introverted but still getting what I've earned in life
Fuck your two cents about to make a million twice
When I'm at the top I'll let you know what this shit feeling like
What's this supposed to be
Trying to move in close to what it's supposed to be
I've been moving further from our memory
This is going to last forever how it's supposed to be
Not what it used to be
Just trying to be who I needed growing up
Give out some direction and a message full of love
It's all on me I can never give enough
Given everything I got been independent with a buzz
And now they listen right
Give it to them how they want it I don't need advice
They never listened to mine before I got a mic
They still don't really hear shit everyone just want a bite
This my world that I'm building not yours hoe
Bet that girl that you feeling not yours though
Paper tall to the ceiling like old growth
Soon as I get it I pass it on to my moms though
What should I be doing man I never had to ask you
I always knew the next move
Going through the pain so my people never have to
Making sure the freedom lasts forever like a tattoo
What's this supposed to be
Trying to move in close to what it's supposed to be
I've been moving further from our memory
This is going to last forever how it's supposed to be
Not what it used to be
Jesse Karakai
O/B/O DistroKid